from here, absence epitomizes 2nd placing,
presence to coerce and display affection
a simple text message can hurt


there is finally a choice; the grass is greener on the other side
a matter so petty, yet i'm complaining
i suppose it's time i grasp the idea of how some would just stay as what they are
no matter how i try, or not
the latter then explains how you do not engage me to try


the latter puts me at ease, because then that loss is one which i can accept.