Hey you.
Don't judge.
The sight of a cigarette stick in between her fingers and the toying of her piercing does not determine the change in her core personality. However so, I must say, the pointing of fingers is anticipated as there is always a price to pay when one is placed out of the textbook profile. What frustrates the most is the persona with the waving index finger. Considering that the ice never did melt completely in the first place, or throughout the duration of friendship, the ground we stand on can't support the weight anymore. You're pregnant with accusations, and I'm bloated with defensive comments. The repetitive line of how change has occurred irks me to the moon and back, because at the end of the day, you still enjoy my company and with that as a firm point, how can you say that the change is for the worse? If the alteration in personality is one that I am now out of my cocoon, that I am no longer shielded from the fear of speaking my mind, then hell, get out of my face. I appreciate your written concern over the apparent (in your view) disappearing girl you once knew, but one can only take so much before the line is crossed and my fence is up.
So, hey you.
Don't judge.
2 comments:
i think people who smoke are repulsive. i've friends who do but they admit it's a bad habit. and frankly there is no good reason for one to smoke so you might as well just ditch it.
saves you the trouble of having to defend yourself from friends/ppl anyway.
the post isn't meant to comment on the habit of smoking, rather, the misunderstanding that an acquaintance had on me, just because i do smoke. what this particular person lacks is the understanding that smoking does not change my personality. when there were constant pointing of fingers on how i'm not the same person i am once before, it just agitates me because that particular person has failed to differentiate my habits from my personality.
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