The Monkey Says: It's Going To Be Pretty Random

Only the third day and all I want to do is stop going out and spend time at home. I miss home and books and cartoons. So sick of going out and spending unnecessary money pffffftt eat cereal at home equates a happier Hui Yat. All I wanna do at the moment is catch up on sleep, finish them story books I pestered my mom to buy from long ago, and just be a slump at home. I think I like that. I get the whole HOOHAA freedom that you experience after your last paper of SPM but I'm done with that already. Sick of it already. Damn hangat-hangat la. I want to stay at home so bad that it comes to a point I'm having second thoughts of spending nearly my entire day at Live 'n Loud on Saturday. So lazy. Rather sit home and listen to James Morrison (because his performance during LnL was so awesome like that). So many DVDs I've yet to watch and so many uninviting movies in the cinema. I did mention before my exams ended that the first thing I wanted to do was get my arse on a cinema chair but when I was in TGV last Wed, I was more turned off than ever. Rather buy DVD and watch at home, replay all the scenes I like pffft. Oh by the way! I watched Il Mare, My Sassy Girl (yes again) and Windstruck yesterday! God I've not cried so much for quite sometime. Stupid Windstruck. Even after the movie, while lying on my bed I started crying again -_-
Today is proof on how I will spend unnecessary money when I'm out because. I bought a top I didn't even need -_- but actually quite value cos black will never die and I'll always need a long sleeved top ok but the point is! I actually left that 50 bucks in my wallet to get myself a new pair of flip flops because my current pair is damn nyawa-nyawa ikan already. Damn scared it'll come off one day pffft. So now not only do I have to withdraw money (PAIN), I need to save also (PAIN) because... I dunno la why the hell am I saving for actually cos Mother's like throwing money at me wtf dunno what's wrong with her. But because she's giving me so much money I feel even worse spending cos .. I dunno man. stupid reverse psychology. & going out also means making important life decisions and since I am of status penganggur sekarang, the only life decision I'm talking about is whether to get flip flops from Roxy or a pair of Birkenstock's. Stress. & whenever I'm out I dunno what's wrong it's like my salivary glands refuse to produce saliva thus making me damn thirsty and buying random drinks around (!!!!!!) (PAIN) and buying pretzels because they're so yummy. I think doughnut cravings are overrated and don't really want to try Krispy Kreme's anymore because so sien! everyone's talking and comparing doughnut companies. Make own doughnut then fun wei. Can create stupid shapes hahahahaha Homer Simpson. I feel like working retail just because, well, I've not worked in a retail outlet before. but then again, when I compare the earnings I can make one day during freelancing, and one day in retail, damn not worth it man -_- but I very itchy backside also. How la. And then I have this job opening for Celcom but it needs a one month commitment and I'm like haiyo how how want to work and save money but want to party also. Die la like that I work one whole month then January everyone starts their college semesters and I'm like left behind poking at everyone to have fun. Damn stupid. Oh my god. Prom dress. Go out some more. Sien. Make own dress at home hahahahahahaha ok that was stupid. With this post, I feel like Simple Plan's sister. Complain and whine only -_-