The Monkey Says: The Second Child Syndrome

This has got to be a first since a very long time I'd laid my fingers on the laptop and type. Gee, I don't think I've ever written a post on this laptop before besides the ones in my Xanga account. I'd only have 3 days to use this laptop before Sissy leaves and as cliche as it sounds, it really does feel like she had just touched down. One month's waaay to short when you've not seen each other for a year. Too many things to do, too little time and if you minus out the days that we spend half of the day in bed, that'll equal up to 1 or 2 weeks. I'm not quite used to being alone, probably the sole reason I get myself engaged in going out a lot. I just didn't like coming home to a house where no one spoke to one another, or worse, where there was no one. The funny thing is, whenever Sissy is back, the entire family seems to connect more. We talk about things that we don't usually talk about. Well, they do. And there seem to be less fights too. For starters, I don't lock my door anymore and that's gotta be a HUGE difference of when she's here and when she's not. Although I'm pretty sure it'll start denying access 3 days later. Hmm. I guess it just feels weird if she's not around anymore. I don't know how do you single children make it out there, but I sure would die. And yada yada, I know I damn cannot make it into the "big dog eat dog world" but sigh okay I seriously don't know where I'm going with this line. 3 days. 72 hours.
Oh hell, you've got to be fucking kidding me.