The Monkey Says: Soft

Music from the radios are all that fills the room at the moment, besides the swift movement of the fan, my typing and the occasional messenger alert.
My room isn't dark and my monitor isn't the only thing that lights up the room yet it feels like so.


It has been long but the Sissy and I are finally chatting again. A simple "How are you?" question made me unclog my mind for that moment.
It made me think of how I really am. I never really realised so many things were really bothering me till I typed it all out in that conversation box.

I miss you Jie. Come home soon please?
Never realised how much I need you. I am finally crying now and perhaps you could finish what you started off?
I need those pre-sleeping and post-sleeping sessions. Those moments where you would just hug me and I would disgustingly push you away are what I long for.
Just come home.