It's amazing I didn't try to drown myself in the shower.
Probability of failing Additional Mathematics is very high.
I feel like a failure. Perhaps I should OD and then I'll feel happier.

I am a big fat failure who can't even do Additional Mathematics.
Depressed.

Will go study History now. Don't want no history of today to repeat.


Maybe it won't cos I'll die of OD anyway.


Yah whatever call me a drama queen but when something matters to me, it really does. And sitting there, not knowing what to do is frustrating and sad at the same time. It's like part of me wants to give up cos like I know I'll never ace it.


Ok gonna go Starbucks now. Bye. T_T